I AM SEEING THE RISEN LORD
I AM SEEING THE RISEN CHRIST
MEETING THE LORD
I SAW THE RISEN CHRIST - IN THE LORD JESUS SOMETIME OCTOBER 2007 AT THE BAGUIO CATHEDRAL. I SAW WITH MY OWN EYES HIS APPARITION RIGHT OVER THE ALTAR OF THE CHURCH - EVEN AS THE PRIEST WAS SAYING MASS AND THE CONGREGATION WAS AT THE POINT OF THE TRANSFORMATION OF THE BREAD AND WINE TO - THE BODY AND BLOOD OF CHRIST!!!
. . . AND THEN THE VISION APPEARED RIGHT THERE . . THE WHOLE BEING OF THE RISEN LORD!! . . BIGGER THAN LIFE . . BIGGER THAN THE ALTAR . . HE REACHES UP TO THE ALTAR DOME OF THE CHURCH . . WITH HANDS SPREAD TO ME - TO ALL OF US . .AND THE LIGHT AGLEAMING AND BRIGHT COMING THROUGH OUT AND FROM HIS HOLY BODY . . THE CHRIST IS REAL AND HIS RESURRECTION MORE SO!
. . . I WAS STUNNED - TO SAY THE LEAST. BUT SURPRISE I HAD NONE . . I KNEW RIGHT AWAY THAT IT WOULD HAPPEN AND INDEED IT WAS HAPPENING THERE WITH ME AND FOR ALL OF US . . TO WITNESS AND TO SEE . . AND BE RESTED IN HIS PEACE AND GLORY . . WHICH WAS MY BENEFIT AFTER THE MIRACLE OF THE APPARITION . .
I WOULD NOT QUESTION WHY THE LORD WOULD APPEAR TO ME - BECAUSE THE DEVIL APPEARED TO ME TOO - BUT THIS IS THE BITTER STORY OF MY LIFE THAT I WOULD SHARE IN ANOTHER TIME AND FORUM - NOT IN HERE. SUFFICE IT TO SAY THAT MY LIFE WOULD HAVE BEEN THE BATTLEGROUND OF GOOD AND EVIL - AN ARMAGEDDON OF MY OWN. . SUCH THAT THE BATTLE LINES WERE DRAWN AND IN IT WAS MY DEAR LIFE SPREAD THINLY IN BETWEEN AND THEN I WOULD ELECT TO GO WITH THE LORD . . YET I FOUGHT THE DEVIL OPENLY LIKE I CAN BUT WITH THE LORDS’ ARMOR AND SPIRIT - I DID. YES, I WON MY BATTLES IN EVERY FRONT BUT I MIGHT HAVE LOSS THE WAR OF MY LIFE . . THIS WAR WAS THE TIME WHEN MY FAMILY BROKE APART BECAUSE OF INFIDELITY - WHICH WAS REALLY THE DEVILS OWN SWORD DRAWN SWIFTLY TO SLAY US APART; MY WORLD CRUMBLED - NAY IT “DIED A THOUSAND DEATHS” . . AND WITH IT - MY SPIRIT AND SOUL TAKEN AWAY BY THAT. . STILL MY CHILDRENS LIVES WERE THE MOST HEART WRENDING LOSS I WOULD EXPERIENCE . . THIS WAS THE DEATH THAT IS MEANT TO BE THE DEATH OF MY DEATHS. ONE THAT SUCKED THE LIFE OF MY LIVING. . AND PITY I HAD NONE FOR ME! THE ENEMY WITHIN ATE ME AND I WOULD ALLOW THIS WRETCHED SELF TO GO SPLINTER APART INSIDE THE DEVILS’ MOUTH AND I WOULDN’T CARE LESS . . AND I WOULD SURRENDER LIKE IT WAS LESS THAN THE DEATH I HAVE GIVEN MY FAMILY - AND MY GOD!
. . THE LOWEST OF LIFE WOULD NOT BE ANYTHING I’VE EXPERIENCED COMPARED TO THIS . .
. . . IT WOULD NEVER BE AN UNDERSTATEMENT IF I DESCRIBE MY LIFE THEN AS ONE OF THE DEVILS’ . . AND I AM STRUGGLING AS YET TO OVERCOME IT . . THE TEARS AND THE WAILING - THE PAIN AND THE ACHING - THE SORROW AND THE DARKSIDE WAS ALL THERE WAS TO ME! . . I WOULD REACH TO REASON AND REASON WOULD ESCAPE ME - I WOULD LIKE TO DIE AND DEATH RAN AWAY FROM ME . . MANY TIMES I POINTED THE BARREL OF A GUN INTO MY FOREHEAD - MY MOUTH - MY HEART, AND I COULDN’T PULL THE TRIGGER BECAUSE MY TRIGGER FINGER WAS HEAVY AS LEAD . . I EVEN CONTINUED TO IMAGINE MYSELF COMMITING SUICIDE TO JUSTIFY ME - LIKE JUMPING OUT INTO THE LEDGE AND END THE PAIN INSIDE OF ME . . WORST WAS WHEN I WOULD END IT ALL THEN VAPORIZED MYSELF INTO THE FORSAKEN WORLD OR HELL.
THEN THE LORD APPEARED AT MASS!!!
THEN THE VISION TOLD ME THAT THE DEATHS I CAUSED MY FAMILY AND MY CHILDREN- WOULD END !!! AND ONLY IN THE RISEN CHRIST!
THEN THE APPARITON - IF I MAY CALL IT THAT WAY - RESTED MY SOUL AND SPIRIT RIGHT THAT VERY MOMENT AND I CRIED AND MY HEART WAS FULL OF ACCEPTANCE AND PEACE AND GLORY ! GLORY! GLORY!
MEETING THE LORD
I SAW THE RISEN CHRIST - IN THE LORD JESUS SOMETIME OCTOBER 2007 AT THE BAGUIO CATHEDRAL. I SAW WITH MY OWN EYES HIS APPARITION RIGHT OVER THE ALTAR OF THE CHURCH - EVEN AS THE PRIEST WAS SAYING MASS AND THE CONGREGATION WAS AT THE POINT OF THE TRANSFORMATION OF THE BREAD AND WINE TO - THE BODY AND BLOOD OF CHRIST!!!
. . . AND THEN THE VISION APPEARED RIGHT THERE . . THE WHOLE BEING OF THE RISEN LORD!! . . BIGGER THAN LIFE . . BIGGER THAN THE ALTAR . . HE REACHES UP TO THE ALTAR DOME OF THE CHURCH . . WITH HANDS SPREAD TO ME - TO ALL OF US . .AND THE LIGHT AGLEAMING AND BRIGHT COMING THROUGH OUT AND FROM HIS HOLY BODY . . THE CHRIST IS REAL AND HIS RESURRECTION MORE SO!
. . . I WAS STUNNED - TO SAY THE LEAST. BUT SURPRISE I HAD NONE . . I KNEW RIGHT AWAY THAT IT WOULD HAPPEN AND INDEED IT WAS HAPPENING THERE WITH ME AND FOR ALL OF US . . TO WITNESS AND TO SEE . . AND BE RESTED IN HIS PEACE AND GLORY . . WHICH WAS MY BENEFIT AFTER THE MIRACLE OF THE APPARITION . .
I WOULD NOT QUESTION WHY THE LORD WOULD APPEAR TO ME - BECAUSE THE DEVIL APPEARED TO ME TOO - BUT THIS IS THE BITTER STORY OF MY LIFE THAT I WOULD SHARE IN ANOTHER TIME AND FORUM - NOT IN HERE. SUFFICE IT TO SAY THAT MY LIFE WOULD HAVE BEEN THE BATTLEGROUND OF GOOD AND EVIL - AN ARMAGEDDON OF MY OWN. . SUCH THAT THE BATTLE LINES WERE DRAWN AND IN IT WAS MY DEAR LIFE SPREAD THINLY IN BETWEEN AND THEN I WOULD ELECT TO GO WITH THE LORD . . YET I FOUGHT THE DEVIL OPENLY LIKE I CAN BUT WITH THE LORDS’ ARMOR AND SPIRIT - I DID. YES, I WON MY BATTLES IN EVERY FRONT BUT I MIGHT HAVE LOSS THE WAR OF MY LIFE . . THIS WAR WAS THE TIME WHEN MY FAMILY BROKE APART BECAUSE OF INFIDELITY - WHICH WAS REALLY THE DEVILS OWN SWORD DRAWN SWIFTLY TO SLAY US APART; MY WORLD CRUMBLED - NAY IT “DIED A THOUSAND DEATHS” . . AND WITH IT - MY SPIRIT AND SOUL TAKEN AWAY BY THAT. . STILL MY CHILDRENS LIVES WERE THE MOST HEART WRENDING LOSS I WOULD EXPERIENCE . . THIS WAS THE DEATH THAT IS MEANT TO BE THE DEATH OF MY DEATHS. ONE THAT SUCKED THE LIFE OF MY LIVING. . AND PITY I HAD NONE FOR ME! THE ENEMY WITHIN ATE ME AND I WOULD ALLOW THIS WRETCHED SELF TO GO SPLINTER APART INSIDE THE DEVILS’ MOUTH AND I WOULDN’T CARE LESS . . AND I WOULD SURRENDER LIKE IT WAS LESS THAN THE DEATH I HAVE GIVEN MY FAMILY - AND MY GOD!
. . THE LOWEST OF LIFE WOULD NOT BE ANYTHING I’VE EXPERIENCED COMPARED TO THIS . .
. . . IT WOULD NEVER BE AN UNDERSTATEMENT IF I DESCRIBE MY LIFE THEN AS ONE OF THE DEVILS’ . . AND I AM STRUGGLING AS YET TO OVERCOME IT . . THE TEARS AND THE WAILING - THE PAIN AND THE ACHING - THE SORROW AND THE DARKSIDE WAS ALL THERE WAS TO ME! . . I WOULD REACH TO REASON AND REASON WOULD ESCAPE ME - I WOULD LIKE TO DIE AND DEATH RAN AWAY FROM ME . . MANY TIMES I POINTED THE BARREL OF A GUN INTO MY FOREHEAD - MY MOUTH - MY HEART, AND I COULDN’T PULL THE TRIGGER BECAUSE MY TRIGGER FINGER WAS HEAVY AS LEAD . . I EVEN CONTINUED TO IMAGINE MYSELF COMMITING SUICIDE TO JUSTIFY ME - LIKE JUMPING OUT INTO THE LEDGE AND END THE PAIN INSIDE OF ME . . WORST WAS WHEN I WOULD END IT ALL THEN VAPORIZED MYSELF INTO THE FORSAKEN WORLD OR HELL.
THEN THE LORD APPEARED AT MASS!!!
THEN THE VISION TOLD ME THAT THE DEATHS I CAUSED MY FAMILY AND MY CHILDREN- WOULD END !!! AND ONLY IN THE RISEN CHRIST!
THEN THE APPARITON - IF I MAY CALL IT THAT WAY - RESTED MY SOUL AND SPIRIT RIGHT THAT VERY MOMENT AND I CRIED AND MY HEART WAS FULL OF ACCEPTANCE AND PEACE AND GLORY ! GLORY! GLORY!
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